There is no bigger turn on than a guy in a good tailored suit
Has almost gone to shit.
Not having you here for near on three weeks has been so fucking hard. I honestly didn’t know it would ever be this hard, we spent every moment we could together and then it stopped. At the worst possible time as well! I’ve needed you sooo much and I couldn’t contact you in anyway. An abundance of snap chats and the odd twitter message but you couldn’t receive my needy cries. So much has happened these past two weeks, you’re the first person I think of when I need help, or if I’m sad. Nearly everyday I’ve cried And I’ve just wanted you to be here. I know that when you get back it will be as if all that has happened has been washed away. It’s so hard to be sad around you, you know all the right things to say. And your silly little face cheers me up no end.
Ive dreamt about 3 times that you’ve come home early to surprise me, each time I wake up I’m so disappointed. I’ve thought about how horrible it must be for you out there, at least here there are things and people to distract me. I hate that I haven’t been there to help you with your night terrors, or your heart pains. I hate the thought of you going through that alone. I joke that you’re so broken, but you’re so perfect. Those things don’t bother me, they just add to the comfort that I can provide for you. Life is so crazy. How feelings and shit work. I never imagined any of my life panning out like this, what is the point in making plans, thinking too much in the future when we can just live each day as It comes. Enjoy the little things in life. My life has completely changed, and I like it. I normally hate change and take a long time to adjust but everything has fallen into place and I’m comfortable with all of it. I’ve broken someone’s life completely, completely shattered it. I can’t help it though, I never meant to hurt anyone, but I was hurting, I wasn’t happy, I had to take that risk and end what could have been the rest of my life with someone. Who knows how things will work out, I’m trying to look at everything in a positive light. I strongly believe that everything happends for a reason.
This is so breathtaking idk why
This is the best part of being comfortable in a relationship
You can just lay there butt naked n be completely relaxed n not worried what they’re thinking about your body.
if i give you a boner please tell me so i can feel good about myself
I want to change this shitty flowery bullshit to this owl. I don’t think it will cover well at all :( lazering is to expensive. I just hate it so much. I was thinking of having the owl on my thigh, leading up to the flowers etc. I don’t know, I’ve lost interest I hate it that much.